Sorry . Huey JieJie

2day same lik normal go skul early lo..
den..
v all go sit at outside ma..
den sumthing hapen lar..
all oso hmm important d..
important d is sum ppl d thing..
help them ponteng..
huey jiejie help me n jingyen bring them ponteng..
den huey jiejie let sum ppl catch..
bring she 2 pejabat..
den isi borang..
den monday she gotto c sum teacher..
if not v cal she help she nothing d lo..
sry arh jie..
next time if v cant help v wun cal u help liao d..
2day..
giv jingyen make dou me bleeding again..
cham..
play wif me..
wif my pencil box..
thr got keychain..
it hit dou me..
den my hand bleeding..
damn pain d lo..
when tat moment lar..
my hand cant take anything..
n feel damn pain..
haiz but nothing lar..
2day KH is about wood d..
fun man..
im the 2nd finish all leh..
kaka..
hapi lik hell..
erm..
den a..
2day after tuition when back home giv ppl hak dou..
sudenli say..
wan me fetch u back anot..
wah..
realli hak dou o..
after tuition jiu upload blog le..
den nothing say jor..
till here^^

第一次

今天我什么什么哦
真的是第一次咯
很爽啊
跟一堆好朋友酱子出
开心到我
可是好累哦
今天放学还要坐在那里等人
等几久啊
累到我
我觉得啦
有这次就一定下次的咯
我觉得而已
我终于知道哪里有得买那个棒棒糖了
开心到我啊
一买还买了十个也
呵呵
变态的窝我
今天是文的生日
祝你生日快乐
也在你的生日做出了这次的牺牲
可是很开心
也不会很破费
希望明年还可以跟朋友一起过生日
无论是谁
认识的我都想跟你们一起过生日
但我怕没有这个机会
希望有啦
今年所有朋友的生日
我都会好好珍惜
因为我真的好怕没有机会哦
要是真的在明年转校
我可能不会再回来这学校了
我也只能跟你们电联
或出街见面了
要是转
我有想过把我的号码我的msn都换完
而这些也只给好朋友
但我不懂到时忍心换没有
离开是一定有的
但我希望时间别来得太早
因为我还没有珍惜够我的朋友
也还没有陪所有的朋友渡过生日
生日快乐啦
寿星婆。。

今天过得很充实

【早上】
今天有早去
一早去到放了书包就谈天
谈下谈下
拿了teo gi的电话
帮他拍nickson的照片
我今天拍了很多的咯
都被删掉了
那时我真的很不爽很生气咯
然后就没有理他咯
中三下课
我思霓宁慧思友
跟慧一起聊咯
也没聊到什么特别的啦
下完课了
就回去食堂咯
看到nickson自己一个
然后就叫他过来咯
可是他就一直摇头
算了
叫到不爽了
走咯
然后买了水他就走了进来
然后我们就玩真心话大冒险咯
哈哈
nickson一直中咯
可是他很奸的咯
问他东西又不答哦
大冒险又不做哦
可是有唱到歌啦
“怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢……”
然后玩着玩着
雯婷来了永思走了
然而我就一直抄功课然后nickson就一直站在前面玩我刀片咯
然后抄到懒了
就叫他帮我抄
他啊。。
说我字小哦
他写出来还小过我的
可是我的比较美啦
然后就一直做咯
然后他说要割嘛
就放手出去
然后靖妍的手跟我手叠在一起
然后他就放刀片
起初还没有什么感觉的
他一刮过
就割到了
很痛咯
刺刺的
可能是因为生锈的关系吧
很“喇”
然后就叫他洗
他还真的很惯咧
拿我水开我书包拿tisu
然后靖妍啊
拿消毒水来洗
痛到
变态的她
可是哦
靖妍很细心咯
还帮我粘胶布也
【下午】
第一节开会所以没进班咯
然后第二节没什么特别
第345没老师
然后就布置课室咯
然后哦
布置的同时很多东西发生咯
笑死
因为如此靖妍还欠下我20块
正确来说是我和雯婷分
然后就一直笑咯
那个死寿司无端端进来骂我们喊哦
可是我们不认啦
哈哈
然后那时我忘了我在讲嘉慧什么的
突然的
他就走出来了
立刻冲出去问他有没有听到什么
可是他没有听到
真的是幸运到
然后就一起玩咯
因为如此他也发生了些事
令我和靖妍觉得很愧疚
然后啊就到体育节
打羽毛球哦
很好玩最好笑是我放石头进羽球打给靖妍
然后还有很多啦
懒说
然后啊
还有放学咯
我们几个无聊
因为早放嘛
站在大门排一条直线然后一敲钟就一起踏出去
废~~~
然后没么了
到这

没钱的日子

最近很缺钱咯真的
还有是朋友生日哦
那天还要出也
还要借钱给朋友咧
可是我好期待那天哦
真的很期待咯
毕竟是第一次嘛
有一就有二的啦
今天一直在安排那天的事
从到学校就一直讲讲到放学
就一直讨论
回到家就跟别人sms谈
终于谈好了
不要再谈了噜
越谈越烦
而现在的我呢
是为钱烦
那天没有五十我都不懂要怎样出啊
求神拜佛让我借到
今天不懂做莫鬼来
很累
去睡噜
做乖宝宝
呵呵，认识我的都懂我不是酱的人

刺激~

今天帮人ponteng
用了一节多
然后装病回班
厉害到
老师信到屁酱哦
呵呵
很有成就感一下的
然后今天迟了ro-call
被罚站咯
然后就被骂啦
他骂我我骂回他
弄到他没声出
呃。。
然后啊。。
没什么特别的咯。。
今天。。
回到家收到一些不应该收到的东西。。
然后就将啦。。
知道了更衰
简直就是要哭要哭酱
鱼到
在补习的列
朋友看到我眼睛湿湿
鱼啊！！
可是真的很难忍
一直忍道回家
死没有
回了更想哭
可是还是忍着了啦
然后就没有什么特别的啦
今天都没有什么事发生
只是帮人家Ponteng那里刺激和好玩而已
然后都没了。。
到这

心情低落

不懂为什么
今天心情不好
很低落一整天都不开心
唉
为什么今天会发生酱多事的
我很辛苦啊
找一天发生少一点事可以没有皆
这些生活我过腻了
好累哦
我不想再过了
再酱子过发我会崩溃的
我很累很累了
我不要再过这些生活了
为什么一天到晚会有将多的烦恼
难道没有一天是没有烦恼的嘛？
我真的受够了！！！

My Favourite Song..

When You're Gone..

I always needed time in my own
I never thought I'd need you there when i cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're alone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left,they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came is missing too
And when you're gone
The words i need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were,yeah
And all i ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do,I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me,yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing you
And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

过分...

ytd din on9..
coz tired til beh tahan le..
2day..
bring phone go skul..
n 2day friday ma..
den jiu go out lo..
den v late back..
wtf..
sir thr lar..
nasib i take fren bag..
wahaha..
den nothing lar..
erm..
den keep sms when having class lar..
when sej i let teacher bit..
coz din do work luu..
but oso dun pain d..
den den den..
maths le..
i veli geng har lo..
i put phone at table thr sms o..
hehe..
den moral..
din go in..
p liao 1 period leh..
kaka..
den a..
nothing lar..
after rehat..
i jiu start beh song jor...
nee p liao 4 period..
wtf..
when dam sam..
jiu sms me ask me teacher got how anot..
nothing i sms oso dun reply..
after skul..
i cal she..
mayb no line..
call hmm dou..
k fine..
i help she take bag ady..
den hor..
she stil at thr laugh..
v all oso hmm song ma..
ji dai dai seng say..
很好玩啊？！
den throw hers thing 2 floor..
den go away..
she say..
dun angry lar..
i reply she..
if u wil care v all wil angry or not..
u wun do lik tat..
den i jiu din choi she le..
back 2 home..
she sms me..
i oso dun reply she le..
she reali veli 过分 lo..
duno v care she d..
haizz..
when back..
duno y..
2day noon d thing i yiu think back le..
den jiu veli lang dam lo..
ask me..
i dun wan tel..
i oso duno y i dun wan say..
haizz..
bo mood 2 write jor lar..
til here..

对不起...

我很清楚知道一句对不起不能代表什么...
或许我就是不够坦白太过怕事了吧...
所以没有坦白的说出我做过的事...
因为昨天的事我很冲动的去我书包拿刀片出来...
再把两把刀片的片贴在一起一刀割下来...
这次是第一次我割脉割得那么的深...
看到这次的都觉得之前的不算什么...
我知道错...
所以我才一直闪...
我割了跟雯婷一起坐在亭子那里...
我问雯婷我为什么要割...
雯婷回答我说因为你要给佩霓知道不是只有他能割所以割...
可是现在想回...
真的就是因为那样吗？
我开始觉得不是了...
应该是我死性难改...
一冲动起来想都不想就割...
或许你会觉得我是特地的...
但我可以说我不是...
我真的控制不了...
或许从开始我就不应该对你下下那种承诺...
竟然知道做到...
但却被一时的冲动盖着...
因为一时的冲动就一刀酱割了下来...
我在想...
要是我真的真的很爱一个人...
他离开了我我是否会粘更多的刀片？
是否会割得比这次深、这次来的血多？
我不懂...
或许我应该横下心去改掉...
在今年年头...
我很成功的不割了...
但却因为一个人而割回...
有事真的觉得自己很愚蠢...
或许我就真的是酱愚蠢的一个人...
是简直吧？^^


今有早去哦...
乒乓咯...
坐在一边谈天都没有打到乒乓...
可是就是有分数窝...
一直在那里谈天和看人家玩韵律操...
很好笑咯...
还看人家打架咧...
再之前一点...
文和茵体育...
然后我跟文去更衣室...
文在跳弹床...
然后就叫他唱歌咯...
一边跳一边唱哦...
然后我还叫他跳舞...
他还给我beat it...
很好笑...
还不小心弄到脚哦...
然后啊...
没什么事发生了咯...
今有跟健锋出双入对的感觉...
哈哈...
然后...
很多事发生啦...
懒说直说重点吧...
今给文玩死啦...
我会记得他在taman mini对我做过的一切！
还有今天帮他和茵趴出学校的事...
我不会忘记的哦...
深刻印象...
还有啊...
对不起啊慧姐姐...
我下次不敢了...
虽然我懂不是每一句话都可以得到原谅...
但我还是会跟你说的...
【其实今还有很多东西不想说，太过私人了，不能说哦...】
所以啊...
就说到这啦...
很懒惰说了...
Till Here..

Beh Song..

2day morning until now i reali veli beh song lo..
haizz..
morning jiu coz fren..
when 11 lik tat i jiu beh song enemy..
coz let he bit me again..
haizz..
i duno y hor..
he always wan beat me d wor..
haizz..
cham lar..
den a..
v late in class lo..
til noon wif fren fight wif malay..
haha..
shuang lar..
coz v win liao..
keke..
den play alot of thing at tangga thr..
feel lik veli yeng o..
hehe..
erm..
play dou dindin lo..
2day geng lar..
less pull up my "yi xiu"..
coz hor..
veli cold o..
cold lik hell..
shang feng oso veli geng jor..
make dou voice oso chg le..
n make dou wenting oso got shang feng..
haha..
i start wan 2 take k myself lu..
cham cham a..
now jiu having homework..
veli bz o..
go do homework lu..
nitez..

single liao 1 month luu..

2day is 20.07.2009
single liao 1 month luu..
hehe..
nothing special..
2day..
moral quiz..
teacher giv prize..
i dun wan o..
coz veli cheap n yok sun..
den math d i got take lar..
coz is pen lai d..
hehe..
got 2..^^
erm..
got thing hapen more ma?
lik nothing le hor..
hehe..
reali nothing liao leh..
2day tuition..
siyin early go than me..
tat teacher say alot about phone..
haizz..
fan..
den arh..
2day another teacher teach us o..
cham lar..
but oso nothing d..
stil lik normal..
play wif xiao ying..
haha..
play dou din liao lu..
kaka..
finish tuition lo..
back 2 home le lu..
nothing do..
on9 lo..
juz lik normal lo..
haizz..
when nite..
alot of thing make v fan..
i hate it..
y he dun wan help me?
y i always is the special 1?
y he all oso help jiu shi dun wan help me?
y when i nit he 2 help me he jiu say i knw u gar?
y?
did he knw tis is veli cruel 2 me?
tis is not the 1st time u did sumthing cruel 2 me!!
u think back lar!!
not 1st time le arh!
y muz lik tat treat me?!
i juz wan u help me onii..
got so hard ma?
it is so simple 2 u onii a!!
y jiu wan lik tat wor!!!
i do sumthing ofcoz got my reason!!
y jiu wan lik tat 2 say back me!!!!!!
tis is not the 1st time!!!

BuuBuuBuu..

2day after i wake up..
i juz start sms wif suit wen keng gai..
keng sam shi..
den keng har keng har..
mami cum in o..
den cal v all wake up..
coz wan go eat breakfast..
den wake up lo..
juz i got go 2 bath..
kaka..
den jiu go eat mummum lo..
hak suit wen say i lost..
den jiu keep play she lo..
den play har play har jiu at thr kong xiu jor..
haha..
back dou home..
on9 watch movie..
den watch har watch har..
jiu msn..
den i go eat medicine..
eat liao medicine..
cal 2 my fren keng gai til i slep..
when my fren wei..
i wake up liao..
but i no energy reply..
den she jiu hang phone le..
wake up le..
jiu tel my fren lo..
den jiu cal again..
go kong xiu..
haha..
i lik 2 kong xiu wif suit wen lar..
den keep msn lo..
after tis..
go diner le..
finish diner din go whr..
juz back 2 home lo..
den a..
eat rambutan n watch movie..
when finish movie jiu on back liao lu..
den chat lar..
erm..
lik nothing special liao..
coz 2day nothing hapen..
haha..
til here ba..
lazy say le..
go do hw lu..

Aeroplane..

2day..
i put liao jingyen them d aerplane when morning..
coz..
i sick liao..
is not suitable go skul ma..
den din go lo..
when jingyen cal me..
actuali i wan 2 answer d..
but i scare get scold den din hv answer lo..
erm..
wake up when 11.00++am..
but..
stil feel veli "xin ku"..
haizz..
until now i stil sicking..
but i dun wan tel baba mama..
coz sum reason lar..
2day when noon i go slep again ma..
den i dream dou sum ppl o..
dream dou he cal me on9..
den i on lo..
den he say le alot of weird weird d thing 2 me..
but i cant rmb is wat..
coz tat juz a dream..
erm..
den wake up lo..
but stil fevering o..
haizz..
den go diner..
at thr wait the noodles cum..
when waiting lar..
i wan beh tahan liao..
coz i act lik nothing in front of my parent ma..
den sudenli beh tahan liao..
den go drink tea..
haha..
den nothing liao..
finish eatting le..
den go tesco lo..
coz got ppl cal me go ma..
but tat ppl back niao o..
sad lar..
den jiu meet my mui lo..
i wait she at door den..
den she say she reach liao o..
den k lo..
ask whr she..
after few minutes..
i juz knw she at midah d tesco me at ampang d tesco..
den i go scold my mui..
haha..
den nothing lo..
back 2 home..
den keep msn sms..
juz lik normal..
so i feel bored..
say dou bored jiu think dou lee mun hong..
coz 2day when i bored..
he pui me..
haha..
thx alot ya..
till here luu..

Perlantikkan..

2day..
perlantikkan o..
nit go skul b4 7..
but i reach b4 8..
coz i late liao..
when 9.30 den start le..
den a..
jiu start boring le..
erm..
til 1 juz finish..
actuali 11 jiu finish le..
den got jamuan when 11.30..
after tat v nit back 2 dewan..
coz senior wan say thing..
say til 1 lo..
den finish liao..
find liao them jiu go out jor lu..
me huey wen jingyen kahyen wenting yeenling jo yee..
go tenaga..
go play swing..
hehe..
fun..
play until 1.50 den jiu back 2 skul jor..
den keep playing lar..
but sumthing hapen make me down down..
den jiu diam diam go back class lu..
go having tat sejarah..
den atikah c dou huey at window thr..
den she tot is ghost o..
haha..
gao xiu lar..
den a..
moral lu..
drink liao 1 veli sour d thing o..
n eat liao veli sour d sweet..
den jiu go new blok having moral lo..
den i late go class n cum down early..
den a..
nothing hapen liao..
tuition..
sienz lo..
keng liao 1 hour d phone..
hehe..
but oso got do homework d lar..
hehe..
coz i veli hardworking..
erm..
i think nothing le lo..
til here ya..

Ghost...

2day thrusday lu..
got latihan perlantikkan..
coz 2molo perlantikkan..
den take pic..
erm..
den a..
nothing liao lo..
erm..
get scold again o...
let senior scold my hair again..
so 2molo wan clip wif high high liao..
cham a..
erm..
when v rehat lar..
bryan go sit bside yeenling o..
den jiu at tat keng keng har gai lo..
den hor..
me wenting jasmine..
wake 2gether d ma..
bryan emo n mun keong..
gam ngam hou at back o..
den a..
jiu lik play har lo..
bryan say wan play water tim..
haiz...
cham cham lar..
erm..
2day my classmate c dou ghost..
n b4 tis..
i knw tat my junior c it b4..
they all cry..
n fever n tos thing lar..
haizz..
tat place they c dou ghost..
i always go d..
now i oso duno wan go anot o..
suan lar..
i think nothing d lar..
i hear my fren say le sum sumthing..
den i think nothing luu..
den in skul d thing jiu fisnish liao lar..
other thing all is hapen when tuition d..
so dun wan say..
coz it is non of my business..
so dun wan say liao..
back dou home..
got alot of thing wan me do a..
coz mama sick le..
den ltr wan go sew the skirt..
i hate it..
haizz..
got 2 go do thing le..
til here..

Bryan Tan..

2day...
alot of thing hapen..
dun wan say morning d liao..
coz veli the....
haizz..
oso duno wan how say a...
say noon d lar..
when noon..
bryan veli ngok lo..
den duno say wat..
sumthing about his thing lar..
den hor..
when wan beratur lar..
they wan fight jor d lo..
got tat duo duo ye teacher thr..
make me n jingyen nit halau them..
actuali is cal they go away..
bluf teacher onli..
den they chg 2 bengkel thr..
got sum sesi pagi geh malay cum out o..
at thr keng wif bryan o..
yeng nah..
den yiu change place go 2 blok B belakang keng..
they go find yap son..
yap son keng wif tos sesi pagi d malay..
den alot of thing hapen..
i veli lun sui liao..
den reccess lu..
me n jingyen rayau 1 round den back 2 canteen..
c dou they kumpul at thr o..
den jiu go fight jor..
from start til end..
me jingyen wenting jasmine..
stand thr c..
den tos malay go find teacher help o..
say chinese start 1st..
den v all feel not fair..
den go find bryan wan v go tel teacher true anot..
den he say u mai go lo..
den jiu go jor..
den hor..
find ler alot of ppl cum..
den teacher jiu keep blablabla inside lo..
v keep find ppl yang berkaitan lo..
find liao veli loi lo..
tis thing waste liao 1 period n ++..
but is ok d lar...
nothing d..
hehe..
2day funi d thing got alot lo..
but oso got alot of hmm hoi sam d thing...
now my hand cant punch wall le..
coz adi bleeding..
wait it ok jor sin punch..
hehe..
I Hate Today Also Like Today..

Tired...

2day damn tired d lo..
go skul early..
keep playing n rayau at thr..
til night d leh..
walk here n walk thr..
tired dou..
sumthing hapen so when having science lesson..
keep think about tis thing..
den think har think har din think liao..
coz i feel damn annoying..
when i finish tat quiz jiu go toilet wif jingyen..
actuali v go out n go find eunice..
den keng liao awhile gai play liao awhile den jiu back 2 lab lo..
CHINESE LESSON!
run a..
go peralihan 1 having class..
late d wil get punishment d..
i hate it..
den walk faster lo..
but oso late liao..
but din get punishment..
coz got ppl late than me..
damn tired lar..
when having class..
i wan oiioii liao..
but teacher thr..
so din slep..
after back dou home..
bath liao..
slep at the bed..
sms..
den oiioii liao..
wake up when 9.++
my god..
early dou i oso cant blieve liao a..
den jiu eat thing lu..
den jiu play comp lo..
fun..
hehe..
coz chatting about sumthing veli fun..
kaka..
til here lu..
coz duno wan say wat liao..

Sienz..

2day nothing hapen nar..
din duty..
kaka..
coz duno tempat duty..
den keep keng gai n rayau lo..
finish rayau me n nee sit the stair outside the music class..
coz..
i telling nee my secret..
kaka..
when telling..
i wan cry wan cry liao..
but i try contro lo..
so nothing lar..
din cry..
hehe..
den ring liao..
jiu go down lo..
rayau le awhile jiu back class niao..
den jiu having class luu..
din bored..
2day v got alot of funi thing during the lesson..
hehe..
not feeling well liao..
till here ya..

十二号就一定要受到伤害吗？

我从来都没有想过我会再你身上受到酱多伤害，
你对我的感觉到底是什么感觉？
我是不是真的只是一个后备？
没有他你对我好好，
有了他？
你对我就像平时一样，
我真的不是你想像中的坚强，
我跟普通人一样会有软弱的一面的，
为什么你就是要把我高估？
我是什么？
后备？
第三者还是什么？
你到底有没有爱过我我也不懂了，
为什么你要酱子对我？
是不是每个十二号我都要受到伤害？
你会累别人会累我也会累的，
别以为只有你会自私，
你可以不让我去玩人感情，
可以不让我去跟别人拍拖，
就连喜欢别人你也不高兴，
但我没有怎样吗？
我没有，
而你却得寸进尺，
你是不是因为占有不到他所以才来占有我？
每个人都有自己的价值的，
他有你有我也有的，
一个星期里，
你插了三把刀进我的心，
狠狠地，
插进心里的三把刀，
拔不出也好不回，
永远都有着那深深疤痕，
我在你身上到底受过多少次伤了！
为什么你还要酱子对我？！
哭得好累，
东西也不想背了，
学也不想上了，
什么都不要了，
我认输了，
我投降了，
哭完我会没事的，
但我希望你，
得空回头顾下我的感受！

11.7.2009

2day got go skul leh..
coz promise liao ppl pui me..
but late liao lar..
but hor..
tat ppl oso din cum find me b4..
when i reach le awhile tat ppl jiu cum liao..
n tat ppl tot i cum 4 a long time ady..
den jiu keng gai lo..
tat ppl knw i hak cheng ma..
den help me "zut" lo..
den i hold tat ppl hand..
coz damn pain d lo..
beh tahan leh..
den my finger bone thr oso hak cheng liao ma..
tat ppl go "zut"..
play til i beat tat ppl..
wahaha..
pity neh..
keng har keng har..
tat ppl go out niao..
den i stay in classroom lo..
sudenli..
got ppl at the back..
make me scare scare o..
actuali i knw tat ppl..
juz let tat ppl hak dou..
haha..
erm..
den v rayau awhile lo..
tat ppl back home..
i wait at taman mini lar..
about 11.30 i juz back..
but tat ppl 10.30-- jiu back niao..
i nothing d..
duno y..
2day i 1 ppl i dun feel boring..
mature liao o?
mayb gua..
when at skul ady wing wing liao...
back dou home..
folo dadi n mami go mummum..
den back home lo..
back le home jiu keep msn..
den i start not feeling well..
but i din take rest..
headache till i wan cry liao..
c thing oso blur blur jor..
den i go rest..
wake up le..
ok abit liao..
but after few hour i headache again..
haizz..
pity..
nite..
go kajang 4 my diner..
eat finish le..
sit thr keng gai..
alot of funi topic leh..
about 10.30 lik tat juz back..
back dou home ady 11.00 leh..
hehe..
msn le awhile jiu cum upload blog liao..
so nothing special luu..
til here ya..

LOVE

what means of love?
isit a simple thing?
or wat?
who can tel me wat tat means..
i gotto knw..
coz..
i duno wat means of love..
actuali..
wan how 2 love a guy?
muz couple wif he?
or wat?
or juz let he hapi?
who can tel me..
if juz let he hapi..
mayb i can do it..
but i wil veli sad..
but if he b wif me n unhapi..
it is meaningless..
i gotto understand wat the meaning of LOVE..
i juz knw how 2 treat u..
now d me..
reali duno wan how 2 treat u..
from u...
i feel u lik veli miz she..
but when u talking 2 me..
feel lik normal..
start think too much..
love you got wat use...
u does not nit me..
u juz nit she..
i juz can stand bside she..
but she can stand bside of u..
sumtime i wil jealous d..
but it isit start meaningless?
i can chose 2 love u..
oso can chose dun love you..
but the problem is..
i cant give up u..
it is so difficult 2 me..
tat reason i cant give up u is..
I Love You..

Calvin Choong..

wtf..
calvin choong veli d "hak yan zang"..
cum out from kedai buku 1st he say 2 me n jasmine is..
nonit duty a??
den v explain..
he jiu say wat means din duty lar?
den jiu go away liao..
he got manners anot o?
2nd time she c dou me n jasmine..
he say..
u 2 nonit duty gar?
i say u oso say liao v 2 din duty lo..
den mai dun duty lar..
den he jiu say now u duty i write u got duty lar..
but u keep stand here u wan me how..
den yiu go away liao..
got "manners" dou.....
den me n jasmine go halau lo..
i feel v geng than calvin lo..
calvin always at thr halau wif a long time juz can halau dou..
but me n jasmine 2 ppl onli o..
halau more fast than he lo..
when he cum lar..
ady no ppl at thr..
he nothing 2 say wif us oso..
den v oso din hv choi he lar..
rehat duty more sui..
i not feeling well ma..
den i ady cal my mum..
he oso knw tis d..
den jiu keep ask me when juz go duty o..
fan until..
den jingyen bring food go out ma..
den jiu catch jingyen o..
i duno y o..
calvin lik 2 fight wif jingyen d lo..
he oso got bring food out of canteen lar..
v din say wat oso..
but o..
y v bring he wan lik tat o?
damn suck..
when v eating he keep take out food eat d..
n when v take his..
den jiu say us tis say us tat..
wtf..
sohai a he?
he knw how 2 scold ppl i duno d?
sumtime oso wan relax bit d ma..
wan v all duty is can d lo..
but he veli no manners lo..
n cal us jaga sikap..
i think he juz nit 2 jaga a..
back liao home oso nothing d..
bath liao jiu take rest oiioii jor..
wake up liao yiu bath den eat diner jiu go tuition..
oso nothing hapen..
haha..
bored...

My Heart Broke Le..

2day got koko o..
go skul in morning lo..
tat time mui cal me go bridge thr actuali i wan go d lo..
but i cant..
coz my parent thr..
den i go skul 1st lo..
den i go fotostat thing n buy thing sin..
n sumthing hapen lar..
den i late bit juz wan go out..
but..
when i wanna go..
they all keep say cant go d..
actuali is can lo..
den i jiu beh song..
jiu walk faster liao..
den got taxi o..
jiu "jit" lo..
den jiu go sumwhr jor..
at thr a..
go play soft drink competition o..
but i win liao lar..
hehe..
shuang lo..
feel lik i veli geng o..
kaka..
keep playing thr..
den jiu walk back 2 skul again lo..
den 2day i no mood o..
so o..
peralihan d ppl veli cham luu..
hehe..
coz i sam cheng hmm hou ma..
den a..
oso nothing hapen liao luu..
2day d life veli normal onli leh..
hehe..
so boring a..
write til here...



3rd Give Up He..

Sick Liao..

haizz..
sick liao leh..
fever liao luu..
n more lar..
cham ler..
2day go skul when morning..
wake up in 7.00++am..
tat time i feel ok lar..
juz not bad lo..
den went 2 skul lar..
when i walk in...
i jiu c dou wen nee sit thr waiting nanami..
den i cal she pui me luu..
coz she oso 1 ppl onli ma..
kaka..
den reach liao skul..
v juz lik normal lar..
keep keng gai at thr..
den siew ying cum le..
v jiu go out liao..
go stadium..
go suppport huey lar..
coz she got the competition about taekwon-do..
go c lo..
c liao many thing o..
huey play taekwon-do veli yeng zai lo..
i wan go take hers signature liao..
hehe..
in 2day d competition lar..if i din wrong lar..
she take liao 2nd n 3rd d "jiang pai"..
yeng luu..
den v jiu go back 2 skul liao..
jingyen bad dou..
cal junior cum n check my nail 2 denda me o..
wuwu..
cham..
nasib i din let dou junior denda..^^
after tis a..
whole day juz lik normal lo..
oso nothing special liao luu..
juz feel veli tired lo..
but hor..
i duno y lar..
i din go 2 slep leh..
keep msn sms n do my work..
feel lik i veli hardworking hor..

actuali is feel bored so juz take out do d..

Huey..
You This Kai Mui Me..
Will Always Support You Arh..
Add Oil Oh..

hehe..

2 huey d o..

haizz..

nothing hapen in 2day liao lu..

so juz write until here le..^^

2nd Day Give Up You..

Feel Like Already Success..

But Really Give Up Le?

I Duno Oh..

1st Day..

wake up in 8.00a.m.
1st message i send out is to you and eunice..
but you and eunice din reply me..
that time i wake up..
i feel weird..
got that feel like want vomit..
but i din tell you or anyone..
nobody reply me..
i sleep again le..
after i wake up..
you and eunice also haven reply me..
i send you 1 message again..
i say...

haven wake up or u dun wan reply me?mayb is coz ytd d thing wake up liao got that wan vomit d feel hehe very xin ku o hehe love you..

from i wake up that time untill now..
i still thinking about you..
feel like want ask you some question..
but i scare..
i want to ask you..
when we couple you got what feel..
but i already no dare to ask le..
maybe in your memory me and you's thing just a rubbish..
can throw it anyway..
but i can't...
cause in this few day..
i'm your girlfriend..
but..
now say this also useless liao lar..
also broke liao lo..
stop here..
got to go..

Back From School..

before i go to school you wake up le..

that time i feel i want to bring phone to school..

but i control myself le..

so that i din do it..

reach le school..

no people there..

thinking want call you anot..

but when that time i want to call you..

public phone got problem..

so that i din call..

after that..

i try again..

the phone is ok..

then i call le you..

chat le awhile i no money liao..

then hang le lo..

duno why..
after i call you i more miss you le..
in school ofcause got cut lar..

hehe..

this time i cut until got blood leh..

my hand lai d..

tuition time..

today i din keep sms oh..

but got another something do lar..

untill now lo..

finish tuition liao..

back to home liao..

keep play computer at here..

cause i want stop thinking about that fellow!

from now on i hate he le!

he just a play boy?!

i hate he!!

1st Day I Give Up You..

Hate You+Love You..

I Love You!

leave me?
ya you already do it..
you never ever know i love you..
you never ever i cry..
you never ever know all of this..
why that time i ask you you still say that kind of thing to cheat me?
isit funny?
why when i already choose give up you that time we wan start?
why?
in this few day maybe you treat me just like normal..
but i already very happy when i receive that two message..
i wont forgot that two message...
i wont..
this time..
i dun wan give up also want give up le..
cause this is too hurt to me..
i love you very much a!!!
but..
from now on..
i need to give up you..
when you talking phone about me..
i still crying de..
do you know?
you never ever treat me as your gf..
but..
i already treat you as my bf..
i think you dunno ba..
all of this just cause you din treat me as ur gf!




Give Up..
But..
I'm Still Loving You..

Yummy Arh..

morning til after til evening damm sienz d lo..
coz keep sms at the bed thr..
msn no ppl chat wif me o..
wuwu..
pity d me..
den jiu keep sms lo..
mayb i veli tired o..
sms liao jiu oiioii liao luu..
wake up liao..
chg clothe set hair jiu go out diner wif family n my dad fren lu..
go til hulu langat..
d shan ding..
hehe..
thr d gasoline veli leng lo..
i lik it..
but not at thr eat wor..
coz v go eat thai food..
wasai..
tat thai food damm nice d..
i love it veli much..
eat liao 230++ lar..
but is my dad fren belanja..
coz he n his whole family help my mum celebrate birth...
hehe..
after keep keng gai at thr lu..
den keng finish jiu back home liao..
after i back 2 home jiu keep play comp..
i keep reply fs comment..
got alot of comment a..
coz i long time no reply le..
hehe..
ps lar..
after reply jiu veli free le..
i means now lar..
when i fs-ing let my mui n my sis say o..
wuwu...
cham lar..
next time dun wan cal them go c my fs niao..
wuwu..




I Love You..

I Really Can Give Up He?

i reali can give up dou he ma?
i feel tat i cant..
after i wake up..
i jiu veli miz he le..
but..
he jiu hvn wake up..
jiu suan wake up le..
oso din reply my msg..
haha..
juz soso d at thr wait msg..
but..
oso din hv..
in skul..
i oso veli miz he..
coz miz he..
i cut again..
pain..
not onli my hand pain..
my heart oso pain..
i cut my hand juz abit of the blood..
but my heart?
has lost alot of blood..
u never ever knw it..
whole day say wif fren about u..
but all of tis juz useless!
coz..
i nit to give up u..
c dou u..
hapi?sad?
i duno..
when i cant c u..
i juz knw i damm miz u..
last period le..
keep keng gai at back..
jingyen take liao my cutter i oso duno..
after skul..
i take from jingyen..
but she say ltr..
ltr n ltr n ltr..
until she went 2 hers car oso dun giv me..
i reali veli beh song!
i hate ppl take my cutter!
but she do it..
i reali veli angry a!!
tuition time..
nothing say..
juz got 1 word..
bored..
after tuition..
back 2 hse..
on9..
jingyen on oso..
take back my cutter again..
she dun giv..
say wat c 1st..
wtf!
tat my cutter leh!
n say wat i fan o..
now is she take my cutter 1 a!
now she say c 1st ma..
k lar..
means dun wan giv me back ma..
i wil use knife 2 cut my hand!
n capture it send 2 she!!!!
i hate ppl take my cutter away without my promission!!!!




I Love You..

Give Up Or Wat?

2day koko is permainan o..
ping pong again..
keep at thr luan luan play n keng gai..
den after koko jiu back hum lar..
but tis time juz got me..jingyen..jasmine and bryan onli lar..
tat time in skul ma..
bo line lo..
den i go pagar nor..
i open my phone..
wah..
got 5 msg leh..
bryan send liao 4 msg scold me n cal liao 2 time cum..
haha..
nasib i cum out liao..
hehe..
den v 3 wait our da kar jie..
jasmine..
hehe..
jasmine reach juz few minutes..
den my dad cum liao lu..
den jiu go my hse le..
bryan veli guai zai lo..
he is the 1st cal uncle auntie leh..
wah..
got manners d he..
in my house alot of thing hapen lo..
me n bryan fight in my house leh..
wuwu..
blue black liao luu..
cham cham d me..
let mama scold oso leh..
fish dao..
but nothing lar..
den jiu back 2 skul liao..
keep duty n having class..
sienz lar..
but when BM..
teacher din cum in 2 our class o..
den v all keep playing thr n rayau lu..
sudenli..
i say i wan go toilet..
i cincai catch 1 ppl pui me go ma..
coz i wan cut my hand again 2 chose give up he or not..
after i cut..
the answer is dun give up he..^^
wan back 2 class liao..
sudenli my fren say got sumthing say wif me..
so tat my fren back 2 class 1st..
den i cal another fren pui me back class lu..
v rayau liao juz back..
wah..
keng liao alot thing lo..
hehe..
shuang lar..^^
but i c dou he i oso wil veli shuang d..
bcoz i reali veli lup he..
but..
he dun blieve n got gf..
n feel tat he dun lup me..
haha..
if he reali dun lup me..
he better tel me early..
giv me time 2 4got tat thing about i lup he..
i ask he 2day..
i ask he lup me or not..
he say duno..
den i oso 4got wat i say jor lar..
but i send he 1 msg..
i say..
u not duno is u dun wan 2 say n i answer ur meaning..
den he say u say finish lo..
feel weird after he say tat..
but..
i reali duno wan how..
but..
i juz can tel he..
i lup u..