不要再那么傻了

别再为了我做任何事情了
根本就不值得好不好？
不要那么傻啦
付出了没有代价那么付出来做么？
有没有想过你对我付出的或许我根本就不需要啊？
不要那么傻那么白痴的付出啦
对我根本就不值得
你付出的已经够多了
你再酱下去
我只会觉得我越来越欠你
而我欠你的也只会越来越多你懂吗
别酱啦
我求你
让我好过点
别再帮我做任何事情了
我不想活在欠你的日子里
拜托你

放弃一切的心情

我放弃了
放弃一切了
我连最爱的数学
也放弃了
我什么都放弃了
心却有种很痛的感觉
整个心很像都不是我的了
痛得麻痹了
整个人都麻痹了
什么都不想做了
有种想消失的感觉
但却怕后悔
如果
我可以的话
我希望我的寿命只到今天的十二点
不想再延续下去
因为只要它延续
我会一天比一天痛
麻痹了整个身体
什么都不想做了
真的好希望可以有三个愿望
第一，让我失忆
第二，让我消失
第三，让我变得比任何人冷血！

原来这就是姐妹

姐妹？
玩出卖咯
玩你拉
你当他姐妹他当你朋友啦
都是的咯
感情只是一种游戏而已！
没有说谁需要谁！
只有说谁比较玩得起而已！
你玩得起啊！
你可以玩了快要一年了！
才跟我说！
你不想的！
那么你就早说啊！
一个很废的东西！
对别人来说！
可能没有意义！
可是难道对我们也是没有的吗！
那是一个代表！
代表着我们！
没有谁可以取代谁！
就算什么变化！
就是取代不了！
那是事实！
现在一句不想一句退出！
就可以说完！
一个熟字！
就可以把之前的东西都当成废物！
那么姐妹！
那么友谊！
对你来说也只是废物吗！
原来。。。！！
对你来说这一切只是废物！
姐妹是废物！
所有的东西都是废物！
这是你给我知道的！
我会记住！

不要口口声声说爱我！

不爱我那请不要口口声声说爱我
不能为我做任何东西那请不要口口声声说我做到
做不到的东西不要跟我说不会、不可能
要是酱子算爱
那么随便一句我爱你
也能是真也能进教堂的！
不爱我那就说好来
不需要酱子
闪这闪那
那么爱闪
去日本做忍者！
不爱两个字
笔画少
含义大
伤害深
伤害浅
爱一个字
笔画少
含义多
伤害比不爱更深
爱真的是会反目成恨的！

haizzz...

2day geng lar me..
beh song my parent..
run out from sumwhr..
n make dou my dad mou min..
haizz..
i oso dun wan d lo..
is mii cal me go away ma..
den i back home wif myself lar..
i do wrong wat?
eh...
u say i din remind u..
i dun think so tat is my fault k?
u all keep bz about work in front of me..
wat shuld i do?
n..
u hv 4got tat u wanna fetch me 2 thr..
den?
i juz run out lar..
den u cum n say wat..
haizz...
watever u say lar..
now u all say is i wrong jiu i wrong lo..
nothing 2 day anymore..
2day..
take le lens..
not feeling well after i wear it..
feel lik my eye veli dry or wat..
but is ok lar..
i knw how 2 wear ady..
i lup it..

最后一天

今天是最后一天读书哦
呵呵
很开心咯
玩到很癫
一直都在笑
都没有什么特别事发生
就一直谈开心的东西
爽到
今突击检查咧
好玩咯
我检查到一个电话
哇塞
只有我一个收到电话
哈哈
有成就感
很严咯这次的检查
所以很好玩
呵呵
今天没有什么事发生了
只是很不爽一些人
烦到ham酱
呵呵
可是没什么
就酱啦

sad...

ytd n 2day sad sad le..
haizz..
got alot of thing hapen..
but 2day morning veli hoi sam lar..
coz veli funi..
kaka..
but..
after i ear medicine lar..
i jiu veli tired liao..
go dou whr oso "pa" at thr liao..
cham cham lar..
but stil veli hao wan..
noon le..
start hmm hoi sam coz sum sumthing..
but jiu yan ju lo..
juz tel liao sum ppl..
but now nothing liao lar..
mood oso ok back niao..
kaka..
lup sister n lup myself 4ever

不爽

昨天我爸爸突然间说带我出街
好咯
出咯
我叫朋友
个个都给你我说看下先
好给他们看
永思要上课
他早去
但我迟去
他陪了我一下
可是最不爽的是
个个没有来也不跟我说一声
当然
我也拿了一个好朋友来开刀
本来小莹来陪我的
可是下雨
他来不到
那就算了咯
我不爽嘛
我就走来走去咯
闷了
打给爸爸叫他载我回
一上到车
我爸妈就在那里吵多多
我就讲一句
可以不要讲了没有
我妈妈就骂我
现在讲下不可以的咩？
我就说
你要讲可以
但不要在这一刻讲
我给人放飞机已经很不爽很伤了
还要在这一刻说我
然后我骂就不爽我了
好咯
骂多我几句
我已经很想哭了
好咯
哭了
到我爸爸骂我
因为我哭
然后我就不爽咯
在那一刻我真的很想离家出走
但我朋友叫我不要
然后心情不懂做么
慢慢冷静下来就没有事了
然后就没有什么特别事发生
然后刚刚跟爸爸说我要出街
我爸就说我妈不爽我
叫我不要提出街的事
然后我就跟我爸爸骂架
现在我妈妈在
不能骂
费事又给他吵多多啊
真的咯
我妈会说我爸宠我
他自己还不是宠我哥哥跟姐姐
讲多多
我一定要争取到上云顶跟出街的咯
我争取不到
他们就懂我会怎样！

FINISH EXAM LIAO..

finali..
v hv finish d exam when ytd..
tis time exam..
i din do revision..
juz cincai read read onli..
but result oso kk lar..
not bad..
hehe..
ytd is KH n SC ma..
kh i duno how do lo..
all tembak 1..
hehe..
duno wil get wat mark tim a..
sc more geng..
duno wan how say o..
secret liao d..
me n my fren knw jiu can jor lar..
haizzz..
hope my result ok lo..
den jiu can go genting wif fren jor..
i hope i can lar..
kaka..
lup fren n lup myself~

BUSY 4 BLOGGING..

last week..
veli bz lo..
about homework those thing lo..
den next week a..
exam lu..
wan do revision liao..
i think i wun upload my blog b4 exam or during the exam..
alot of thing hapen b4 i upload tis blog..
but i veli lazy 2 say it anymore..
coz tos r sad thing..
so..
nonit say it lar..
now i nit 2 b hardworking le..
coz exam...
til here onii..
START EXAM LE...
hope nothing hapen when i hving exam..
+ oil..

发烧

很夜睡噜
很累哦
又早醒哦
其实是被冷醒
然后就一直酱子冷下去噜
可怜的我
然后就一直坐在那里sms咯
呃
还有什么啊
好像没有了咯
呃
下午很不舒服
就去睡觉休息
然后醒了
烧没有酱高
就好点了
然后跟靖妍吵架
不爽到。。。。。
然后啊
没有东西咯
然后就一直在那里sms
然后就去夜市
然后就回家
然后就没有东西讲了
闷！

Go LM Vry Sien..

2day...
hoikit celebrate birth...
go lm lo..
den veli gao xiu..
bryan got go ma..
den i din tel jingyen them ma..
den bryan hak dou jingyen them..
den jingyen "wat" me belanja sushi king o..
wtf lar..
den i din belanja lo..
den i belanja eat wong kok lu..
use liao 40++
cham lar..
but now jingyen "zhang" me 30++
haha..
2day at lm whole day veli sien lar..
nothing do d..
keep walk here walk thr..
if let me chose again lar,..
i go s.wang better...
can roller..
but oh..
lm nothing do..
den me nickson suit wen n jingyen go reataurant sit..
alot of thing hapen lo...
gao xiu..
2day sienz dou nothing say a!
hope 2molo din wil sienz again luu..
hehe..^^

Sorry . Huey JieJie

2day same lik normal go skul early lo..
den..
v all go sit at outside ma..
den sumthing hapen lar..
all oso hmm important d..
important d is sum ppl d thing..
help them ponteng..
huey jiejie help me n jingyen bring them ponteng..
den huey jiejie let sum ppl catch..
bring she 2 pejabat..
den isi borang..
den monday she gotto c sum teacher..
if not v cal she help she nothing d lo..
sry arh jie..
next time if v cant help v wun cal u help liao d..
2day..
giv jingyen make dou me bleeding again..
cham..
play wif me..
wif my pencil box..
thr got keychain..
it hit dou me..
den my hand bleeding..
damn pain d lo..
when tat moment lar..
my hand cant take anything..
n feel damn pain..
haiz but nothing lar..
2day KH is about wood d..
fun man..
im the 2nd finish all leh..
kaka..
hapi lik hell..
erm..
den a..
2day after tuition when back home giv ppl hak dou..
sudenli say..
wan me fetch u back anot..
wah..
realli hak dou o..
after tuition jiu upload blog le..
den nothing say jor..
till here^^

第一次

今天我什么什么哦
真的是第一次咯
很爽啊
跟一堆好朋友酱子出
开心到我
可是好累哦
今天放学还要坐在那里等人
等几久啊
累到我
我觉得啦
有这次就一定下次的咯
我觉得而已
我终于知道哪里有得买那个棒棒糖了
开心到我啊
一买还买了十个也
呵呵
变态的窝我
今天是文的生日
祝你生日快乐
也在你的生日做出了这次的牺牲
可是很开心
也不会很破费
希望明年还可以跟朋友一起过生日
无论是谁
认识的我都想跟你们一起过生日
但我怕没有这个机会
希望有啦
今年所有朋友的生日
我都会好好珍惜
因为我真的好怕没有机会哦
要是真的在明年转校
我可能不会再回来这学校了
我也只能跟你们电联
或出街见面了
要是转
我有想过把我的号码我的msn都换完
而这些也只给好朋友
但我不懂到时忍心换没有
离开是一定有的
但我希望时间别来得太早
因为我还没有珍惜够我的朋友
也还没有陪所有的朋友渡过生日
生日快乐啦
寿星婆。。

今天过得很充实

【早上】
今天有早去
一早去到放了书包就谈天
谈下谈下
拿了teo gi的电话
帮他拍nickson的照片
我今天拍了很多的咯
都被删掉了
那时我真的很不爽很生气咯
然后就没有理他咯
中三下课
我思霓宁慧思友
跟慧一起聊咯
也没聊到什么特别的啦
下完课了
就回去食堂咯
看到nickson自己一个
然后就叫他过来咯
可是他就一直摇头
算了
叫到不爽了
走咯
然后买了水他就走了进来
然后我们就玩真心话大冒险咯
哈哈
nickson一直中咯
可是他很奸的咯
问他东西又不答哦
大冒险又不做哦
可是有唱到歌啦
“怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢……”
然后玩着玩着
雯婷来了永思走了
然而我就一直抄功课然后nickson就一直站在前面玩我刀片咯
然后抄到懒了
就叫他帮我抄
他啊。。
说我字小哦
他写出来还小过我的
可是我的比较美啦
然后就一直做咯
然后他说要割嘛
就放手出去
然后靖妍的手跟我手叠在一起
然后他就放刀片
起初还没有什么感觉的
他一刮过
就割到了
很痛咯
刺刺的
可能是因为生锈的关系吧
很“喇”
然后就叫他洗
他还真的很惯咧
拿我水开我书包拿tisu
然后靖妍啊
拿消毒水来洗
痛到
变态的她
可是哦
靖妍很细心咯
还帮我粘胶布也
【下午】
第一节开会所以没进班咯
然后第二节没什么特别
第345没老师
然后就布置课室咯
然后哦
布置的同时很多东西发生咯
笑死
因为如此靖妍还欠下我20块
正确来说是我和雯婷分
然后就一直笑咯
那个死寿司无端端进来骂我们喊哦
可是我们不认啦
哈哈
然后那时我忘了我在讲嘉慧什么的
突然的
他就走出来了
立刻冲出去问他有没有听到什么
可是他没有听到
真的是幸运到
然后就一起玩咯
因为如此他也发生了些事
令我和靖妍觉得很愧疚
然后啊就到体育节
打羽毛球哦
很好玩最好笑是我放石头进羽球打给靖妍
然后还有很多啦
懒说
然后啊
还有放学咯
我们几个无聊
因为早放嘛
站在大门排一条直线然后一敲钟就一起踏出去
废~~~
然后没么了
到这

没钱的日子

最近很缺钱咯真的
还有是朋友生日哦
那天还要出也
还要借钱给朋友咧
可是我好期待那天哦
真的很期待咯
毕竟是第一次嘛
有一就有二的啦
今天一直在安排那天的事
从到学校就一直讲讲到放学
就一直讨论
回到家就跟别人sms谈
终于谈好了
不要再谈了噜
越谈越烦
而现在的我呢
是为钱烦
那天没有五十我都不懂要怎样出啊
求神拜佛让我借到
今天不懂做莫鬼来
很累
去睡噜
做乖宝宝
呵呵，认识我的都懂我不是酱的人

刺激~

今天帮人ponteng
用了一节多
然后装病回班
厉害到
老师信到屁酱哦
呵呵
很有成就感一下的
然后今天迟了ro-call
被罚站咯
然后就被骂啦
他骂我我骂回他
弄到他没声出
呃。。
然后啊。。
没什么特别的咯。。
今天。。
回到家收到一些不应该收到的东西。。
然后就将啦。。
知道了更衰
简直就是要哭要哭酱
鱼到
在补习的列
朋友看到我眼睛湿湿
鱼啊！！
可是真的很难忍
一直忍道回家
死没有
回了更想哭
可是还是忍着了啦
然后就没有什么特别的啦
今天都没有什么事发生
只是帮人家Ponteng那里刺激和好玩而已
然后都没了。。
到这

心情低落

不懂为什么
今天心情不好
很低落一整天都不开心
唉
为什么今天会发生酱多事的
我很辛苦啊
找一天发生少一点事可以没有皆
这些生活我过腻了
好累哦
我不想再过了
再酱子过发我会崩溃的
我很累很累了
我不要再过这些生活了
为什么一天到晚会有将多的烦恼
难道没有一天是没有烦恼的嘛？
我真的受够了！！！

My Favourite Song..

When You're Gone..

I always needed time in my own
I never thought I'd need you there when i cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're alone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left,they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came is missing too
And when you're gone
The words i need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were,yeah
And all i ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do,I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me,yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing you
And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

过分...

ytd din on9..
coz tired til beh tahan le..
2day..
bring phone go skul..
n 2day friday ma..
den jiu go out lo..
den v late back..
wtf..
sir thr lar..
nasib i take fren bag..
wahaha..
den nothing lar..
erm..
den keep sms when having class lar..
when sej i let teacher bit..
coz din do work luu..
but oso dun pain d..
den den den..
maths le..
i veli geng har lo..
i put phone at table thr sms o..
hehe..
den moral..
din go in..
p liao 1 period leh..
kaka..
den a..
nothing lar..
after rehat..
i jiu start beh song jor...
nee p liao 4 period..
wtf..
when dam sam..
jiu sms me ask me teacher got how anot..
nothing i sms oso dun reply..
after skul..
i cal she..
mayb no line..
call hmm dou..
k fine..
i help she take bag ady..
den hor..
she stil at thr laugh..
v all oso hmm song ma..
ji dai dai seng say..
很好玩啊？！
den throw hers thing 2 floor..
den go away..
she say..
dun angry lar..
i reply she..
if u wil care v all wil angry or not..
u wun do lik tat..
den i jiu din choi she le..
back 2 home..
she sms me..
i oso dun reply she le..
she reali veli 过分 lo..
duno v care she d..
haizz..
when back..
duno y..
2day noon d thing i yiu think back le..
den jiu veli lang dam lo..
ask me..
i dun wan tel..
i oso duno y i dun wan say..
haizz..
bo mood 2 write jor lar..
til here..

对不起...

我很清楚知道一句对不起不能代表什么...
或许我就是不够坦白太过怕事了吧...
所以没有坦白的说出我做过的事...
因为昨天的事我很冲动的去我书包拿刀片出来...
再把两把刀片的片贴在一起一刀割下来...
这次是第一次我割脉割得那么的深...
看到这次的都觉得之前的不算什么...
我知道错...
所以我才一直闪...
我割了跟雯婷一起坐在亭子那里...
我问雯婷我为什么要割...
雯婷回答我说因为你要给佩霓知道不是只有他能割所以割...
可是现在想回...
真的就是因为那样吗？
我开始觉得不是了...
应该是我死性难改...
一冲动起来想都不想就割...
或许你会觉得我是特地的...
但我可以说我不是...
我真的控制不了...
或许从开始我就不应该对你下下那种承诺...
竟然知道做到...
但却被一时的冲动盖着...
因为一时的冲动就一刀酱割了下来...
我在想...
要是我真的真的很爱一个人...
他离开了我我是否会粘更多的刀片？
是否会割得比这次深、这次来的血多？
我不懂...
或许我应该横下心去改掉...
在今年年头...
我很成功的不割了...
但却因为一个人而割回...
有事真的觉得自己很愚蠢...
或许我就真的是酱愚蠢的一个人...
是简直吧？^^


今有早去哦...
乒乓咯...
坐在一边谈天都没有打到乒乓...
可是就是有分数窝...
一直在那里谈天和看人家玩韵律操...
很好笑咯...
还看人家打架咧...
再之前一点...
文和茵体育...
然后我跟文去更衣室...
文在跳弹床...
然后就叫他唱歌咯...
一边跳一边唱哦...
然后我还叫他跳舞...
他还给我beat it...
很好笑...
还不小心弄到脚哦...
然后啊...
没什么事发生了咯...
今有跟健锋出双入对的感觉...
哈哈...
然后...
很多事发生啦...
懒说直说重点吧...
今给文玩死啦...
我会记得他在taman mini对我做过的一切！
还有今天帮他和茵趴出学校的事...
我不会忘记的哦...
深刻印象...
还有啊...
对不起啊慧姐姐...
我下次不敢了...
虽然我懂不是每一句话都可以得到原谅...
但我还是会跟你说的...
【其实今还有很多东西不想说，太过私人了，不能说哦...】
所以啊...
就说到这啦...
很懒惰说了...
Till Here..

Beh Song..

2day morning until now i reali veli beh song lo..
haizz..
morning jiu coz fren..
when 11 lik tat i jiu beh song enemy..
coz let he bit me again..
haizz..
i duno y hor..
he always wan beat me d wor..
haizz..
cham lar..
den a..
v late in class lo..
til noon wif fren fight wif malay..
haha..
shuang lar..
coz v win liao..
keke..
den play alot of thing at tangga thr..
feel lik veli yeng o..
hehe..
erm..
play dou dindin lo..
2day geng lar..
less pull up my "yi xiu"..
coz hor..
veli cold o..
cold lik hell..
shang feng oso veli geng jor..
make dou voice oso chg le..
n make dou wenting oso got shang feng..
haha..
i start wan 2 take k myself lu..
cham cham a..
now jiu having homework..
veli bz o..
go do homework lu..
nitez..

single liao 1 month luu..

2day is 20.07.2009
single liao 1 month luu..
hehe..
nothing special..
2day..
moral quiz..
teacher giv prize..
i dun wan o..
coz veli cheap n yok sun..
den math d i got take lar..
coz is pen lai d..
hehe..
got 2..^^
erm..
got thing hapen more ma?
lik nothing le hor..
hehe..
reali nothing liao leh..
2day tuition..
siyin early go than me..
tat teacher say alot about phone..
haizz..
fan..
den arh..
2day another teacher teach us o..
cham lar..
but oso nothing d..
stil lik normal..
play wif xiao ying..
haha..
play dou din liao lu..
kaka..
finish tuition lo..
back 2 home le lu..
nothing do..
on9 lo..
juz lik normal lo..
haizz..
when nite..
alot of thing make v fan..
i hate it..
y he dun wan help me?
y i always is the special 1?
y he all oso help jiu shi dun wan help me?
y when i nit he 2 help me he jiu say i knw u gar?
y?
did he knw tis is veli cruel 2 me?
tis is not the 1st time u did sumthing cruel 2 me!!
u think back lar!!
not 1st time le arh!
y muz lik tat treat me?!
i juz wan u help me onii..
got so hard ma?
it is so simple 2 u onii a!!
y jiu wan lik tat wor!!!
i do sumthing ofcoz got my reason!!
y jiu wan lik tat 2 say back me!!!!!!
tis is not the 1st time!!!

BuuBuuBuu..

2day after i wake up..
i juz start sms wif suit wen keng gai..
keng sam shi..
den keng har keng har..
mami cum in o..
den cal v all wake up..
coz wan go eat breakfast..
den wake up lo..
juz i got go 2 bath..
kaka..
den jiu go eat mummum lo..
hak suit wen say i lost..
den jiu keep play she lo..
den play har play har jiu at thr kong xiu jor..
haha..
back dou home..
on9 watch movie..
den watch har watch har..
jiu msn..
den i go eat medicine..
eat liao medicine..
cal 2 my fren keng gai til i slep..
when my fren wei..
i wake up liao..
but i no energy reply..
den she jiu hang phone le..
wake up le..
jiu tel my fren lo..
den jiu cal again..
go kong xiu..
haha..
i lik 2 kong xiu wif suit wen lar..
den keep msn lo..
after tis..
go diner le..
finish diner din go whr..
juz back 2 home lo..
den a..
eat rambutan n watch movie..
when finish movie jiu on back liao lu..
den chat lar..
erm..
lik nothing special liao..
coz 2day nothing hapen..
haha..
til here ba..
lazy say le..
go do hw lu..

Aeroplane..

2day..
i put liao jingyen them d aerplane when morning..
coz..
i sick liao..
is not suitable go skul ma..
den din go lo..
when jingyen cal me..
actuali i wan 2 answer d..
but i scare get scold den din hv answer lo..
erm..
wake up when 11.00++am..
but..
stil feel veli "xin ku"..
haizz..
until now i stil sicking..
but i dun wan tel baba mama..
coz sum reason lar..
2day when noon i go slep again ma..
den i dream dou sum ppl o..
dream dou he cal me on9..
den i on lo..
den he say le alot of weird weird d thing 2 me..
but i cant rmb is wat..
coz tat juz a dream..
erm..
den wake up lo..
but stil fevering o..
haizz..
den go diner..
at thr wait the noodles cum..
when waiting lar..
i wan beh tahan liao..
coz i act lik nothing in front of my parent ma..
den sudenli beh tahan liao..
den go drink tea..
haha..
den nothing liao..
finish eatting le..
den go tesco lo..
coz got ppl cal me go ma..
but tat ppl back niao o..
sad lar..
den jiu meet my mui lo..
i wait she at door den..
den she say she reach liao o..
den k lo..
ask whr she..
after few minutes..
i juz knw she at midah d tesco me at ampang d tesco..
den i go scold my mui..
haha..
den nothing lo..
back 2 home..
den keep msn sms..
juz lik normal..
so i feel bored..
say dou bored jiu think dou lee mun hong..
coz 2day when i bored..
he pui me..
haha..
thx alot ya..
till here luu..

Perlantikkan..

2day..
perlantikkan o..
nit go skul b4 7..
but i reach b4 8..
coz i late liao..
when 9.30 den start le..
den a..
jiu start boring le..
erm..
til 1 juz finish..
actuali 11 jiu finish le..
den got jamuan when 11.30..
after tat v nit back 2 dewan..
coz senior wan say thing..
say til 1 lo..
den finish liao..
find liao them jiu go out jor lu..
me huey wen jingyen kahyen wenting yeenling jo yee..
go tenaga..
go play swing..
hehe..
fun..
play until 1.50 den jiu back 2 skul jor..
den keep playing lar..
but sumthing hapen make me down down..
den jiu diam diam go back class lu..
go having tat sejarah..
den atikah c dou huey at window thr..
den she tot is ghost o..
haha..
gao xiu lar..
den a..
moral lu..
drink liao 1 veli sour d thing o..
n eat liao veli sour d sweet..
den jiu go new blok having moral lo..
den i late go class n cum down early..
den a..
nothing hapen liao..
tuition..
sienz lo..
keng liao 1 hour d phone..
hehe..
but oso got do homework d lar..
hehe..
coz i veli hardworking..
erm..
i think nothing le lo..
til here ya..

Ghost...

2day thrusday lu..
got latihan perlantikkan..
coz 2molo perlantikkan..
den take pic..
erm..
den a..
nothing liao lo..
erm..
get scold again o...
let senior scold my hair again..
so 2molo wan clip wif high high liao..
cham a..
erm..
when v rehat lar..
bryan go sit bside yeenling o..
den jiu at tat keng keng har gai lo..
den hor..
me wenting jasmine..
wake 2gether d ma..
bryan emo n mun keong..
gam ngam hou at back o..
den a..
jiu lik play har lo..
bryan say wan play water tim..
haiz...
cham cham lar..
erm..
2day my classmate c dou ghost..
n b4 tis..
i knw tat my junior c it b4..
they all cry..
n fever n tos thing lar..
haizz..
tat place they c dou ghost..
i always go d..
now i oso duno wan go anot o..
suan lar..
i think nothing d lar..
i hear my fren say le sum sumthing..
den i think nothing luu..
den in skul d thing jiu fisnish liao lar..
other thing all is hapen when tuition d..
so dun wan say..
coz it is non of my business..
so dun wan say liao..
back dou home..
got alot of thing wan me do a..
coz mama sick le..
den ltr wan go sew the skirt..
i hate it..
haizz..
got 2 go do thing le..
til here..

Bryan Tan..

2day...
alot of thing hapen..
dun wan say morning d liao..
coz veli the....
haizz..
oso duno wan how say a...
say noon d lar..
when noon..
bryan veli ngok lo..
den duno say wat..
sumthing about his thing lar..
den hor..
when wan beratur lar..
they wan fight jor d lo..
got tat duo duo ye teacher thr..
make me n jingyen nit halau them..
actuali is cal they go away..
bluf teacher onli..
den they chg 2 bengkel thr..
got sum sesi pagi geh malay cum out o..
at thr keng wif bryan o..
yeng nah..
den yiu change place go 2 blok B belakang keng..
they go find yap son..
yap son keng wif tos sesi pagi d malay..
den alot of thing hapen..
i veli lun sui liao..
den reccess lu..
me n jingyen rayau 1 round den back 2 canteen..
c dou they kumpul at thr o..
den jiu go fight jor..
from start til end..
me jingyen wenting jasmine..
stand thr c..
den tos malay go find teacher help o..
say chinese start 1st..
den v all feel not fair..
den go find bryan wan v go tel teacher true anot..
den he say u mai go lo..
den jiu go jor..
den hor..
find ler alot of ppl cum..
den teacher jiu keep blablabla inside lo..
v keep find ppl yang berkaitan lo..
find liao veli loi lo..
tis thing waste liao 1 period n ++..
but is ok d lar...
nothing d..
hehe..
2day funi d thing got alot lo..
but oso got alot of hmm hoi sam d thing...
now my hand cant punch wall le..
coz adi bleeding..
wait it ok jor sin punch..
hehe..
I Hate Today Also Like Today..

Tired...

2day damn tired d lo..
go skul early..
keep playing n rayau at thr..
til night d leh..
walk here n walk thr..
tired dou..
sumthing hapen so when having science lesson..
keep think about tis thing..
den think har think har din think liao..
coz i feel damn annoying..
when i finish tat quiz jiu go toilet wif jingyen..
actuali v go out n go find eunice..
den keng liao awhile gai play liao awhile den jiu back 2 lab lo..
CHINESE LESSON!
run a..
go peralihan 1 having class..
late d wil get punishment d..
i hate it..
den walk faster lo..
but oso late liao..
but din get punishment..
coz got ppl late than me..
damn tired lar..
when having class..
i wan oiioii liao..
but teacher thr..
so din slep..
after back dou home..
bath liao..
slep at the bed..
sms..
den oiioii liao..
wake up when 9.++
my god..
early dou i oso cant blieve liao a..
den jiu eat thing lu..
den jiu play comp lo..
fun..
hehe..
coz chatting about sumthing veli fun..
kaka..
til here lu..
coz duno wan say wat liao..

Sienz..

2day nothing hapen nar..
din duty..
kaka..
coz duno tempat duty..
den keep keng gai n rayau lo..
finish rayau me n nee sit the stair outside the music class..
coz..
i telling nee my secret..
kaka..
when telling..
i wan cry wan cry liao..
but i try contro lo..
so nothing lar..
din cry..
hehe..
den ring liao..
jiu go down lo..
rayau le awhile jiu back class niao..
den jiu having class luu..
din bored..
2day v got alot of funi thing during the lesson..
hehe..
not feeling well liao..
till here ya..

十二号就一定要受到伤害吗？

我从来都没有想过我会再你身上受到酱多伤害，
你对我的感觉到底是什么感觉？
我是不是真的只是一个后备？
没有他你对我好好，
有了他？
你对我就像平时一样，
我真的不是你想像中的坚强，
我跟普通人一样会有软弱的一面的，
为什么你就是要把我高估？
我是什么？
后备？
第三者还是什么？
你到底有没有爱过我我也不懂了，
为什么你要酱子对我？
是不是每个十二号我都要受到伤害？
你会累别人会累我也会累的，
别以为只有你会自私，
你可以不让我去玩人感情，
可以不让我去跟别人拍拖，
就连喜欢别人你也不高兴，
但我没有怎样吗？
我没有，
而你却得寸进尺，
你是不是因为占有不到他所以才来占有我？
每个人都有自己的价值的，
他有你有我也有的，
一个星期里，
你插了三把刀进我的心，
狠狠地，
插进心里的三把刀，
拔不出也好不回，
永远都有着那深深疤痕，
我在你身上到底受过多少次伤了！
为什么你还要酱子对我？！
哭得好累，
东西也不想背了，
学也不想上了，
什么都不要了，
我认输了，
我投降了，
哭完我会没事的，
但我希望你，
得空回头顾下我的感受！

11.7.2009

2day got go skul leh..
coz promise liao ppl pui me..
but late liao lar..
but hor..
tat ppl oso din cum find me b4..
when i reach le awhile tat ppl jiu cum liao..
n tat ppl tot i cum 4 a long time ady..
den jiu keng gai lo..
tat ppl knw i hak cheng ma..
den help me "zut" lo..
den i hold tat ppl hand..
coz damn pain d lo..
beh tahan leh..
den my finger bone thr oso hak cheng liao ma..
tat ppl go "zut"..
play til i beat tat ppl..
wahaha..
pity neh..
keng har keng har..
tat ppl go out niao..
den i stay in classroom lo..
sudenli..
got ppl at the back..
make me scare scare o..
actuali i knw tat ppl..
juz let tat ppl hak dou..
haha..
erm..
den v rayau awhile lo..
tat ppl back home..
i wait at taman mini lar..
about 11.30 i juz back..
but tat ppl 10.30-- jiu back niao..
i nothing d..
duno y..
2day i 1 ppl i dun feel boring..
mature liao o?
mayb gua..
when at skul ady wing wing liao...
back dou home..
folo dadi n mami go mummum..
den back home lo..
back le home jiu keep msn..
den i start not feeling well..
but i din take rest..
headache till i wan cry liao..
c thing oso blur blur jor..
den i go rest..
wake up le..
ok abit liao..
but after few hour i headache again..
haizz..
pity..
nite..
go kajang 4 my diner..
eat finish le..
sit thr keng gai..
alot of funi topic leh..
about 10.30 lik tat juz back..
back dou home ady 11.00 leh..
hehe..
msn le awhile jiu cum upload blog liao..
so nothing special luu..
til here ya..

LOVE

what means of love?
isit a simple thing?
or wat?
who can tel me wat tat means..
i gotto knw..
coz..
i duno wat means of love..
actuali..
wan how 2 love a guy?
muz couple wif he?
or wat?
or juz let he hapi?
who can tel me..
if juz let he hapi..
mayb i can do it..
but i wil veli sad..
but if he b wif me n unhapi..
it is meaningless..
i gotto understand wat the meaning of LOVE..
i juz knw how 2 treat u..
now d me..
reali duno wan how 2 treat u..
from u...
i feel u lik veli miz she..
but when u talking 2 me..
feel lik normal..
start think too much..
love you got wat use...
u does not nit me..
u juz nit she..
i juz can stand bside she..
but she can stand bside of u..
sumtime i wil jealous d..
but it isit start meaningless?
i can chose 2 love u..
oso can chose dun love you..
but the problem is..
i cant give up u..
it is so difficult 2 me..
tat reason i cant give up u is..
I Love You..

Calvin Choong..

wtf..
calvin choong veli d "hak yan zang"..
cum out from kedai buku 1st he say 2 me n jasmine is..
nonit duty a??
den v explain..
he jiu say wat means din duty lar?
den jiu go away liao..
he got manners anot o?
2nd time she c dou me n jasmine..
he say..
u 2 nonit duty gar?
i say u oso say liao v 2 din duty lo..
den mai dun duty lar..
den he jiu say now u duty i write u got duty lar..
but u keep stand here u wan me how..
den yiu go away liao..
got "manners" dou.....
den me n jasmine go halau lo..
i feel v geng than calvin lo..
calvin always at thr halau wif a long time juz can halau dou..
but me n jasmine 2 ppl onli o..
halau more fast than he lo..
when he cum lar..
ady no ppl at thr..
he nothing 2 say wif us oso..
den v oso din hv choi he lar..
rehat duty more sui..
i not feeling well ma..
den i ady cal my mum..
he oso knw tis d..
den jiu keep ask me when juz go duty o..
fan until..
den jingyen bring food go out ma..
den jiu catch jingyen o..
i duno y o..
calvin lik 2 fight wif jingyen d lo..
he oso got bring food out of canteen lar..
v din say wat oso..
but o..
y v bring he wan lik tat o?
damn suck..
when v eating he keep take out food eat d..
n when v take his..
den jiu say us tis say us tat..
wtf..
sohai a he?
he knw how 2 scold ppl i duno d?
sumtime oso wan relax bit d ma..
wan v all duty is can d lo..
but he veli no manners lo..
n cal us jaga sikap..
i think he juz nit 2 jaga a..
back liao home oso nothing d..
bath liao jiu take rest oiioii jor..
wake up liao yiu bath den eat diner jiu go tuition..
oso nothing hapen..
haha..
bored...

My Heart Broke Le..

2day got koko o..
go skul in morning lo..
tat time mui cal me go bridge thr actuali i wan go d lo..
but i cant..
coz my parent thr..
den i go skul 1st lo..
den i go fotostat thing n buy thing sin..
n sumthing hapen lar..
den i late bit juz wan go out..
but..
when i wanna go..
they all keep say cant go d..
actuali is can lo..
den i jiu beh song..
jiu walk faster liao..
den got taxi o..
jiu "jit" lo..
den jiu go sumwhr jor..
at thr a..
go play soft drink competition o..
but i win liao lar..
hehe..
shuang lo..
feel lik i veli geng o..
kaka..
keep playing thr..
den jiu walk back 2 skul again lo..
den 2day i no mood o..
so o..
peralihan d ppl veli cham luu..
hehe..
coz i sam cheng hmm hou ma..
den a..
oso nothing hapen liao luu..
2day d life veli normal onli leh..
hehe..
so boring a..
write til here...



3rd Give Up He..

Sick Liao..

haizz..
sick liao leh..
fever liao luu..
n more lar..
cham ler..
2day go skul when morning..
wake up in 7.00++am..
tat time i feel ok lar..
juz not bad lo..
den went 2 skul lar..
when i walk in...
i jiu c dou wen nee sit thr waiting nanami..
den i cal she pui me luu..
coz she oso 1 ppl onli ma..
kaka..
den reach liao skul..
v juz lik normal lar..
keep keng gai at thr..
den siew ying cum le..
v jiu go out liao..
go stadium..
go suppport huey lar..
coz she got the competition about taekwon-do..
go c lo..
c liao many thing o..
huey play taekwon-do veli yeng zai lo..
i wan go take hers signature liao..
hehe..
in 2day d competition lar..if i din wrong lar..
she take liao 2nd n 3rd d "jiang pai"..
yeng luu..
den v jiu go back 2 skul liao..
jingyen bad dou..
cal junior cum n check my nail 2 denda me o..
wuwu..
cham..
nasib i din let dou junior denda..^^
after tis a..
whole day juz lik normal lo..
oso nothing special liao luu..
juz feel veli tired lo..
but hor..
i duno y lar..
i din go 2 slep leh..
keep msn sms n do my work..
feel lik i veli hardworking hor..

actuali is feel bored so juz take out do d..

Huey..
You This Kai Mui Me..
Will Always Support You Arh..
Add Oil Oh..

hehe..

2 huey d o..

haizz..

nothing hapen in 2day liao lu..

so juz write until here le..^^

2nd Day Give Up You..

Feel Like Already Success..

But Really Give Up Le?

I Duno Oh..

1st Day..

wake up in 8.00a.m.
1st message i send out is to you and eunice..
but you and eunice din reply me..
that time i wake up..
i feel weird..
got that feel like want vomit..
but i din tell you or anyone..
nobody reply me..
i sleep again le..
after i wake up..
you and eunice also haven reply me..
i send you 1 message again..
i say...

haven wake up or u dun wan reply me?mayb is coz ytd d thing wake up liao got that wan vomit d feel hehe very xin ku o hehe love you..

from i wake up that time untill now..
i still thinking about you..
feel like want ask you some question..
but i scare..
i want to ask you..
when we couple you got what feel..
but i already no dare to ask le..
maybe in your memory me and you's thing just a rubbish..
can throw it anyway..
but i can't...
cause in this few day..
i'm your girlfriend..
but..
now say this also useless liao lar..
also broke liao lo..
stop here..
got to go..

Back From School..

before i go to school you wake up le..

that time i feel i want to bring phone to school..

but i control myself le..

so that i din do it..

reach le school..

no people there..

thinking want call you anot..

but when that time i want to call you..

public phone got problem..

so that i din call..

after that..

i try again..

the phone is ok..

then i call le you..

chat le awhile i no money liao..

then hang le lo..

duno why..
after i call you i more miss you le..
in school ofcause got cut lar..

hehe..

this time i cut until got blood leh..

my hand lai d..

tuition time..

today i din keep sms oh..

but got another something do lar..

untill now lo..

finish tuition liao..

back to home liao..

keep play computer at here..

cause i want stop thinking about that fellow!

from now on i hate he le!

he just a play boy?!

i hate he!!

1st Day I Give Up You..

Hate You+Love You..

I Love You!

leave me?
ya you already do it..
you never ever know i love you..
you never ever i cry..
you never ever know all of this..
why that time i ask you you still say that kind of thing to cheat me?
isit funny?
why when i already choose give up you that time we wan start?
why?
in this few day maybe you treat me just like normal..
but i already very happy when i receive that two message..
i wont forgot that two message...
i wont..
this time..
i dun wan give up also want give up le..
cause this is too hurt to me..
i love you very much a!!!
but..
from now on..
i need to give up you..
when you talking phone about me..
i still crying de..
do you know?
you never ever treat me as your gf..
but..
i already treat you as my bf..
i think you dunno ba..
all of this just cause you din treat me as ur gf!




Give Up..
But..
I'm Still Loving You..

Yummy Arh..

morning til after til evening damm sienz d lo..
coz keep sms at the bed thr..
msn no ppl chat wif me o..
wuwu..
pity d me..
den jiu keep sms lo..
mayb i veli tired o..
sms liao jiu oiioii liao luu..
wake up liao..
chg clothe set hair jiu go out diner wif family n my dad fren lu..
go til hulu langat..
d shan ding..
hehe..
thr d gasoline veli leng lo..
i lik it..
but not at thr eat wor..
coz v go eat thai food..
wasai..
tat thai food damm nice d..
i love it veli much..
eat liao 230++ lar..
but is my dad fren belanja..
coz he n his whole family help my mum celebrate birth...
hehe..
after keep keng gai at thr lu..
den keng finish jiu back home liao..
after i back 2 home jiu keep play comp..
i keep reply fs comment..
got alot of comment a..
coz i long time no reply le..
hehe..
ps lar..
after reply jiu veli free le..
i means now lar..
when i fs-ing let my mui n my sis say o..
wuwu...
cham lar..
next time dun wan cal them go c my fs niao..
wuwu..




I Love You..

I Really Can Give Up He?

i reali can give up dou he ma?
i feel tat i cant..
after i wake up..
i jiu veli miz he le..
but..
he jiu hvn wake up..
jiu suan wake up le..
oso din reply my msg..
haha..
juz soso d at thr wait msg..
but..
oso din hv..
in skul..
i oso veli miz he..
coz miz he..
i cut again..
pain..
not onli my hand pain..
my heart oso pain..
i cut my hand juz abit of the blood..
but my heart?
has lost alot of blood..
u never ever knw it..
whole day say wif fren about u..
but all of tis juz useless!
coz..
i nit to give up u..
c dou u..
hapi?sad?
i duno..
when i cant c u..
i juz knw i damm miz u..
last period le..
keep keng gai at back..
jingyen take liao my cutter i oso duno..
after skul..
i take from jingyen..
but she say ltr..
ltr n ltr n ltr..
until she went 2 hers car oso dun giv me..
i reali veli beh song!
i hate ppl take my cutter!
but she do it..
i reali veli angry a!!
tuition time..
nothing say..
juz got 1 word..
bored..
after tuition..
back 2 hse..
on9..
jingyen on oso..
take back my cutter again..
she dun giv..
say wat c 1st..
wtf!
tat my cutter leh!
n say wat i fan o..
now is she take my cutter 1 a!
now she say c 1st ma..
k lar..
means dun wan giv me back ma..
i wil use knife 2 cut my hand!
n capture it send 2 she!!!!
i hate ppl take my cutter away without my promission!!!!




I Love You..

Give Up Or Wat?

2day koko is permainan o..
ping pong again..
keep at thr luan luan play n keng gai..
den after koko jiu back hum lar..
but tis time juz got me..jingyen..jasmine and bryan onli lar..
tat time in skul ma..
bo line lo..
den i go pagar nor..
i open my phone..
wah..
got 5 msg leh..
bryan send liao 4 msg scold me n cal liao 2 time cum..
haha..
nasib i cum out liao..
hehe..
den v 3 wait our da kar jie..
jasmine..
hehe..
jasmine reach juz few minutes..
den my dad cum liao lu..
den jiu go my hse le..
bryan veli guai zai lo..
he is the 1st cal uncle auntie leh..
wah..
got manners d he..
in my house alot of thing hapen lo..
me n bryan fight in my house leh..
wuwu..
blue black liao luu..
cham cham d me..
let mama scold oso leh..
fish dao..
but nothing lar..
den jiu back 2 skul liao..
keep duty n having class..
sienz lar..
but when BM..
teacher din cum in 2 our class o..
den v all keep playing thr n rayau lu..
sudenli..
i say i wan go toilet..
i cincai catch 1 ppl pui me go ma..
coz i wan cut my hand again 2 chose give up he or not..
after i cut..
the answer is dun give up he..^^
wan back 2 class liao..
sudenli my fren say got sumthing say wif me..
so tat my fren back 2 class 1st..
den i cal another fren pui me back class lu..
v rayau liao juz back..
wah..
keng liao alot thing lo..
hehe..
shuang lar..^^
but i c dou he i oso wil veli shuang d..
bcoz i reali veli lup he..
but..
he dun blieve n got gf..
n feel tat he dun lup me..
haha..
if he reali dun lup me..
he better tel me early..
giv me time 2 4got tat thing about i lup he..
i ask he 2day..
i ask he lup me or not..
he say duno..
den i oso 4got wat i say jor lar..
but i send he 1 msg..
i say..
u not duno is u dun wan 2 say n i answer ur meaning..
den he say u say finish lo..
feel weird after he say tat..
but..
i reali duno wan how..
but..
i juz can tel he..
i lup u..

Mum Birthday..

2day mama brithday lu..
go klcc d chilis celebrate..
wah..
veli the "bao" lo..
hehe..
but oso veli d yummy lo..
hehe..
recently damm busy luu..
alot of homework leh..
cham cham lar..
din pass den let teacher scold tis scold tat..
haizz..
damm tired d lo...
bo mood liao lar..

Cut Hair Ler..

2day mama bring me go cut hair ler..
cut liao a weird weird hair back..
haizz..
sum of ppl say leng say q..
but i feel damm gao xiu n yong sui d lo..
open webcam lu..
den when opening webcam i slep liao o..
fish dou bao zha lo..
n tat ppl say q wor..
i go scold she..
haha..
sry lar..
u reali veli cham lo..
lik tat oso wan let me scold..
sudenli..
my sis back ler..
cum n scold me o..
damm beh song n angry d luu..
but nothing jor lar now..
diner luu..
go yulek mummum..
den when yeen ling sms wif me i jiu sms bryan luu..
den bryan say he at hau kee o..
den i tel he me n loklok thr lo..
wtf...
i c dou he a..
fish lo..
2nd time liao lar..
wuwu..
fish a..
den he jiu go hau kee mummum liao luu..
back dou home..
lik nothing lo..
keep sms n msn luu..
if not oso nothing do d lar..
got homework oso dun do ler..
coz veli lazy n tired o..
hehe..

Open Day..

haizz..
2day got skul leh..
go take report card..
nit reach skul b4 2.20 n me muz reach b4 2..
but im late..
i 2.10++ juz reach..
n keep sms in car..
kaka..
mami din scold leh..
mayb she is dun wan choi me jor..
haizzz.
keep playing at skul luu..
when v having class teacher din teach wat..
den keep sms thr lo..
teacher oso nothing 1..
kaka...
shuang luu..
play play play..
mama reach liao..
v all sit thr say my mum bad thing..
kaka..
bad bad d me luu..
but 2day reali veli sienz lar...
abit of ppl in class onli..
kaka..
nitez luu..
baba bring me n mama go eat thing luu..
den i think my dad duno ytd d thing or dun wan say about ytd d thing liao..
den i act lik nothing lar..
but..
after v eat..
my dad scold me ler..
den say wat if got 1 time more jiu dun let me back home or stay outside whole nite..
if let me chose lar..
i wun chose stay outside luu..
i go out better lar..
oso sot sot d..
say alot..
bla bla bla..
i oso nothing d..
juz beh song onli mar..
if they dun wan..
den dun wan bring me back lar..
i go fren hse slep more hapi..
they tot i wun do it?
i wil lo..
dun tot me as a guai lui lar..
start from u all dun let me do sumthing i lik..
i adi not same wif in ur heart tat me le..
i do wat u all oso duno..
dun tot u all veli knw me..
actuali u all duno me..
knw me d always is my fren..

haizz..

2day d thing..
i dun wan say ler..
i hou hui le..
i hate 2day d thing..
i hate..
i got 2 left my hse..
i dun wan stay tis hse ler!!!
if i let scold again..
sry mi..
u wun c me in hse le..
i knw u all veli sayang me..
but u all sayang me d cara..
not i wan d..
u 2 duno wat i nit u knw ma?
i lik d u dun let me do..
i dislik d..
u wan me do..
u wan me how?
A rubber band too tightly will pull off!!
u knw ma?
u knw at it means ma?
i veli exhausting a!!!
wat should i do?
i wat oso dun hv..
juz got best fren..
boro me money 2 left my hse..
but..
i dun wan implicate u all!!

hari koperasi....

2day is hari koperasi..
actuali 2day nothing special lar..
juz pui nee n yeen ling chg 2 gray skirt onli lar..
cool man..
leng leng lar..
2day..
v go in 2 lab n do experiment..
damm funi lo..
v all drink salt water..
hehe..
n..
i saw bryan mama leh..
hak dou lo..
v tot he let teacher buang or gantung jor..
actuali nothing..
juz back home..
zadou d lo..
n 2day lau gao wif huey jiejie..
haizzz..
sienz luu..
let kahyen slap..
wuwu..
pain pain d..
mami a..
kahyen jiejie bit me..
haha..
boring d thrusday.....

I Blieve...

2day..
i go skul wif early..
coz got kokurikulum..
after tat..
i back 2 my hse wif whole class chinese girl...
6 girl sit at the back..
fun man..
reach ler..
alot of funi hapen luu..
den v went back 2 skul 2gether..
cool lor..
when morning class finish skul..
my fren giv me sumthin..
n i back 2 class open..
the present hv broke..
n thr hv a letter..
after i c the letter..
i lik nothin..
i put back the paper...
n......
few hour ago..
BI le..
i go out the class..
n din go back ler..
make teacher veli angry..
tat time i use 2 punch wall n cry..
n...
sry huey..
i reali duno tat...
i wun ask u question lik tis adi..
sry..
i juz knw how do wrong thing..
so sry ler..
2day rain heavily..
skul tree oso ..... ler..
when v going up 2 music class..
v get wet ler..
coz tat angin tiup ke sini..so the rain oso folo lu..
wah..
wet wet d luu..
but v stil go n play water or wat..
so..
now o..
sick ler luu..
later get H1N1 more gud lar..
can die..
hehe..
i gonna 2 stop my life..^^
2day suit wen scold me o..
cal me dun blieve..
but i juz reply she..
dun wait until i blieve le juz explain..
i adi dun blieve ler..
it is useless..
i reali blieve le..
any reason..
i oso feel lik..
u r....
lieing!!

hurt~

until now..i juz knw..
u play me..
tis is the 1st time i let ppl play..
y?
y wanna play me?
izit fun?
c dou me sad..
c dou me cry..
izit veli hapi?
y do it?
if i did it 2 u wat do u feel?
izit wil same wif me?
den plz lar..
care about my feeling..
let ppl play d feel..
is not gud..u knw ma?
i duno y..
i din do anything 2 u oso..
y u wan did it 2 me?
i do wrong thing le ma?
y wan lik tat?
y?!!!!
tel me a!
if u lik 2 c tat face i sad..i cry..i hurt..
fine!
u success!!!
izit hapi?
2 u..
mayb u wil veli hapi..
but 2 me??
it is veli hurt 2 me..
y?!
when i start 2 blieve in world got true love tat time u all wan leave me?!
n y wan tel me tat u r playing me?!
y?!
c dou me let ppl hurt reali so hapi ma?
u success le!
u all seccess le!!!!!
I HATE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!!!

haizzz..wat hapen 2 me..

y i c it den i feel so sad?
when i knw it y i sad?
i reali duno wat hapen 2 me lo..
in tuition centre i can do tat kind of thing...
wtf..
i crazy jor a?
waste ink n waste time n waste paper..
but y i do it?
haizz..
i oso duno wat hapen 2 me jor lar..
so sohai..
i stil think 2 couple wif a guy i dun lup but can support me..
am i crazy?
it is so sohai d thing..
i dun love tat guys..
but i think 2 couple wif he..
i sot jor..
i sure is sot jor lar..
if not i wun do it d lo..
haizz..
i think i gonna find a way 2 relax har..
hehe..
c when luu..
go out play sumthing..
den i wil veli hapi d..
kaka..

damm tired..

wtf..
duno y tis time i can so sohai..
i whole nite din slep..
wait u wake up..
den u giv me slep back o..
den when i waiting u wake up..
i slep ler..
but adi is 6 or 7 am d thing lai d liao..
slep ler awhile jiu wake up in 9 or 10 am..
until now..
i oso din hv take rest..
i veli tired..
n my eye........
haizz...
im feel sry 2 u..
4giv me...
i reali veli tired ler..
duno y..
i cant promise u tat..
u cal me take k myself dun let u worry..
but y i do it?
i oso duno y..
juz feel veli sry 2 u..
i duno wan how 2 take k myself..
i feel lik i dun wan slep anymore..
juz at thr wait u wake up..
say sry 2 u..
all of tis lo..
sry...
4giv me..
i knw im wrong...

Single Life..

Finali im SINGLE le..

but im not so hapi..

n im feel sorry..

duno y...

i can do it..

but i cant accept it..

i feel im wrong..

but..

i nit 2 do it oso..

i....

watever..

finali..

now i lik single life alot!!